Tuesday, August 21, 2012

What is happening Lord?

Dear Lord God,

I know You're in control, I know You're right here, with me right now, seeing what I'm going through, seeing what we are going through.. You know my thoughts, You know my actions, good and bad, sins and everything.

What is happening to my cell group? Father I pray that you protect Kewei's dad, protect him from evil, heal him in Jesus name, let him receive salvation before he goes.. I pray that you encourage Kewei and her family, that in Your name, when one is saved, the entire family WILL be saved! I pray that You come through for Kewei and her family right now, in this time of need, You will show Yourself strong, as the cell group prays and fasts for Kewei and her dad and their family, Jesus I pray, that by Your strips he is healed, as it is written in Your Word, so shall it be done today in Kewei's family! Send them the miracle of healing from nose cancer, take away all the cancerous cells in Kewei's father's body right now, let Your healing power take over, let him receive Christ, know that You are the sovereign Lord, and that all things work for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to Your purpose!

Father I lift up Sansan, Hanning, Joalin, and every other single cell group member into Your loving hands. You know that many of them are going through trials, whether in their personal life, their walk with You, their family life, their career or ministry. Father, I pray that You strengthen each and every one of them, as the whole cell group prays together, plays together, bonds closer to each other, and closer to You every single day, You will send Your blessing and protection over us.

Father Lord I lift up Joan into Your loving hands. I know there's some problem with me, that prevents me from consumating our marriage. I know exactly what is my problem, and I lift it into Your hands, but as for Joan, I pray you continue to sustain her, to guide her, to love her and help her to help me and support me to get through this season.. Father I love her so much, I really do, please intercede for our marriage on my behalf, on her behalf, save our marriage Lord! I cannot believe I am so weak in the flesh, so weak in the spirit, I really need to rely on You God, help me God! You are my GOD! YOU WILL NOT FORSAKE ME IN MY TIME OF NEED!! YOU WILL STRENGTHEN ME, GIVE ME EVERYTHING I NEED TO BREAK FREE OF THE BONDAGES!

My past is swept away by the sacrifice You've made... let this not just be head knowledge, but let my heart feel this, feel You, Holy Spirit, come into my life once again.. I surrender my life to You, I renounce the devil, I confess all my sins, of pornography, of the lust of the flesh, of falling to temptation. I know my flesh is weak, my spirit is weak as well, so I need to rely on You, on the power of the Holy Spirit, to lift me up once again. Take me oh Lord, when I pray, take my life, take it all, I really want to mean it, to give everything to You, to really live for You, not for selfish ambition or personal glory, but to really dedicate every act, every word, every thought, every dream to You, to be captive to the wisdom of God.

Lord, I pray that You help me in this, to take every thought of mine, to make it obedient to Jesus Christ. Let me not live my life as I want it to be, but to once again learn to live by Your Word, to live by the leading of the Holy Spirit, to worship You in spirit and in truth every single day and night.

Jesus, fill this place, fill my heart, come and consume my whole being right now... Its been so long since I last wept in Your presence, its been too long since I felt Your love, since I just knelt in the presence of the Holy Spirit, Father I miss you, I've been away for far too long... Jesus, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry...

Let my prayer not just be empty meaningless words, but let every single word I type and pray be a sweet smelling aroma to You, let my worship rise up to You, let single praise from my lips be true from my heart, and be glorified in the earth oh Lord, be glorified in my life, through my actions, Lord, show Yourself to the world, to my world, to Joan's world, to my family and friends.

I need to grow deeper and deeper in love with You every single day, to learn to be still and just worship, to go back to the basics, loving Your Word, loving the time of worship with You, praying and meditating on the Word everyday, speaking in tongues, loving You and seeking You everyday, so You will reveal not just Yourself to me, but reveal Your plans to me, what I must do, to achieve what I need to achieve in this life time, for Your will to be done in my life!

Hallelujah!!!

Thank You Lord Jesus!!

In Jesus' name
Amen.

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