what am i doing...?

hmm, really dunno what i'm doing now man...

spent the last 2 days intensive studying with jessie at jurong library, been pretty fruitful, but then i think spending so much time with jessie.. well, it isn't right... since i dun really like her anymore. i guess i just want to spend time with her alone before we multiply CG n really head onto different paths...

anyway just got off the phone wif millie, a really nice girl forom strike force... she's not only cute, capable n adorable, she's a real spiritual person too, actually asked me to pray for her before we ended the conversation! haha! amazing.. tats the kind of girl i would like to date.. a seriously on fire christian, not some backslider... was helping her with some horror story, n talking about it made both of us kind of scared! haha! so she was listening to pst ulf sermon, while i was surfing internet n happytree friends to keep myself entertained.. haha! in the end, the story we came up with sounded really quite frightening, maybe can be made into movie liao! haha! but thing is, should i even be talking to her n stuff?

i asked her to study with me next week during her study break before her exams... hmm, i dunno, i think she's way too young for me, n she just treats me like a big bro, n i treat her like a little sister... but then again, better to be safe than sorry! maybe in 3 years time when i finish my vow, i'll be 25 n she'll be 20, then the age gap won't seem so obvious? hahaha...

anyway time to sleep liao... just wanted to remember the 1st conversation on the phone i had with millie, just in case it becomes significant! hahaha, one never knows...