jus wanna be loved..

dear Lord..

sometimes it seems kinda lonely.. yeah i know being lonely is just a mindset, i can be alone yet not feel lonely, cos Holy Spirit is always with me.. yeah.. but its the feeling of being alone as in not with someone i love, You know what i mean..

i get crushes n puppy love syndrome all the time until i get immune n sian of it all.. i don't even want to talk about it anymore, i just ignore it as much as possible..

i think the temptations of this world are really getting to me.. help me to resist Lord.. show me the way of escape..

i'm so tired but i can't sleep... and when i sleep i'm so tired i can't wake up... everyday seems like a dream or sometimes a nightmare.. sometimes it seems too good to be true.. sometimes it seems like i'm in another life, doing different things than what i'd be doing normally..

going to sleep soon.. good night God..

in Jesus name
Amen