the people i love...

dear Lord

i promised janice i would pray for her.. n i also feel so burdened for so many of the cg members as well as my own personal friends... even for myself.. it seems the trials n tribulations never stop coming...

so a promise is a promise..

Lord, i pray that janice comes back to You after all these problems she encountered.. hope that she realises that without God, her life is really meaningless and without direction.. that she will pray n come before You on her own, without anyone forcing her.. cos i know that she is very rebellious n won't listen to anyone in church, but i still love her all the same.. a little disappointed in her of cos, but i will never disown her.. i always say that, but i still love her as a daughter.. send Your Holy Spirit to guide n counsel her in a way that she understands.. that You love her above all..

also for millie.. Lord watch over her n bless her, she is a girl who loves You a lot, You will not forget those who love n serve You passionately. take away the depression, n give her a better job that pays better.. as she seeks You first, bless her financially, as well as emotionally... i've never seen her sad before, so this is quite a shock to me.. strengthen her, refresh her..

for joan, who has been standing by my side all the time, Lord i pray that You send someone to treat her better n be the right person for her in her life, cos i feel that somehow i won't be that guy.. as much as we liked each other in the past.. we're good friends now n thats all its going to be for now.. i don't want to make more mistakes n get involved in wrong stuff again! Lord pls show us the way to behave, to be just friends, nothing more.. that i can lead by example, to be a leader who does Your will without complaining or falling away or discouraged easily.. i haven't bee able to talk to joan recenly, pray that evrything is alright in her life..

for sweekeng.. he appears to be losing his zeal for You, losing his interest in You n the church, drawn away by the world, or perhaps disappointments, i do not know.. but encourage him n be with Him always, show him once again that You are a very real God who understands what we all go thru every single day, our struggles n temptations, our weaknesses n sins.. yet thru it all You still love us whether or not we do the right thing.. God, let sweekeng experience You once again...

in Jesus name,
Amen