Friday, December 28, 2007

When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight...

Well now..

Its about 3.30 pm in the afternoon and I'm 3 n 1/2 hours from the last cell group of 2007 and for me, the last cell group in a youth cg! one major change coming right up in 2008 is a change in cg, and i guess next cg will be with my new cg members. hope they aren't boring!!

saw a picture on lydia's friendster of strikeforce when we were taking part in chingay in 2004! oh man i can't believe its been more than 3 years since i joined the strikeforce! i'm still around n kicking! looking at that picture brought back a flood of memories, the thrill of performing, the rush of adrenaline, the endless tiring practices, the occasional flirting with certain pple (haha), the amazing energy and fiery power! now i feel the passion n the fire is lacking in the new generation, while the older generation is burning out. actually some are fizzling out and not even burning anymore. lol. pple like uncle daryl, oh man, i was quite shocked to see the tiredness on his face at christmas service.

sorry man, i can't help out in driving cos i really can't drive manual. and besides, i already said i'm in SF to be a player, not a trainer or logistics or admin personnel. just like i told my CGL, the next cg i wanna be in, i'll be satisfied to be a normal member. maybe play the guitar for praise n worship n do some minor job like collecting cg funds or organising events. i'm good at organising stuff, if i may say so myself. hahaha. but i'm really quite horrible at doing follow-up n admin stuff.

speaking of which, i really wonder what is shuyi going thru now, not to mention eunice ding. its so weird, out of the blue, suddenly msg me on friendster, when i've been trying to call her n sms her for months. whats wrong with her phone? i dunno, but i'll give her the benefit of the doubt, but i'd definitely ask for a reason why she has been avoiding me for the last few months.. i'm not ashamed to admit that i was quite affected emotionally. i mean, if a sister or a brother suddenly decides to cut off ties with you, how would you feel?

roughly another hour till its time to go home. man, do i feel sleepy! at least i unlocked a couple of new challenges and weapons last night.haha!

oh well, 2008, here i come!

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