CG BBQ was simply great!

hi God!

thank You so much for such a great time at the BBQ! usually when i'm the host, i'm worrying about so many things, like whether there is enough food, whether the frenz are comfortable, whether the music is good, etc, but today clarence is the host, n i must say i'm really glad to be able to "relax" much more! thanks for the chance to really have a great time of fellowship with my members n new friends as well, n to really reach out to many new frenz!

of cos i hardly know some of them, gonna take some time to get them to know us as real friends, n then invite them to come for service, but really at least a door is opened for us!

but also, wanna pray for those pple who are not doing so well, firstly for wendy.. though she's feeling better as she claims, i really pray that she will learn to really put God's kingdom ahead of her own will, cos if God is not the Lord of all, then You're not our Lord at all! it seems that she is still not really willing to sacrifice her fleshly desires n be more involved in cell group, despite getting her prayer life back on track. yet of cos that's a very good sign, n i pray that in time she will really be a very on fire Christian n evangelistic strong child of God! i also pray for Agnes, Lord she is one of my fruits, i pray that she really start to stand up for You in her problems n situations, that she will really learn to glorify You in her family, n to put You first in her life.. aside from all the PO n other reasons, i really pray that You put Your favour around her always, n let her life be so blessed that she will be able to come for cell group n service everyweek, n be able to serve in the choir someday.. i know it is in her heart to become a singer, i pray that she directs her talents for Your will, n not just enrich herself for her own purposes, but to really abide in Your presence, seeking the treasures tat You hold in secret for those who r willing to serve You!

i know that i've been a really bad testimony for You this past 2 weeks, skipping sch, looking at porn again, scolding some vulgar words in my mind, n all those nonsense.. been thru some valleys this past week God, esp mon n tues.. but thank God that things turned for the better midweek! truly You are a good God, who will never give us something that we cannot handle, You will, actually You have given us the victory over all our struggles n tribulations! i must keep meditating on that encouraging verses! i can break free from old bondages, as long as i focus on You every single night! God i really want to pray every single day n night n every moment that i have alone, i commit it into Your hands! i pray that Your presence really be with me wherever i go, that You anoint me to do whatever tasks You have planned for me in this upcoming week!

once again i've gone much off point, but i really pray that all the new frens who came for the BBQ today really enjoyed themselves, but more than that, that one day each n every single one of them will come to church n get saved! of cos we all start small, but You said never to despise small beginnings, so i really pray that as the small seeds of God's love are planted in these pple's hearts, the ground will be fertile ground, so the seed will grow n grow as we continue to water n feed them with the love n Word of God, thru our actions n prayers! for pple like swee keng, qinwei, christine, andy even though i'm not really his friend.. we still love them nonetheless, n i pray for their hearts to keep getting softer towards God! especially for jiaqi, who is leavinng for australia so soon!

Father, i really pray whether is it in Your will that i say the sinner's prayer with her before she goes off to Aussie? i don't think it is really Your will,cos its something that i personally want to do, but if its just a personal agenda, then i wouldn't want to do it! but God i really did feel Your presence there at the macdonalds when i cycled with her at friday.. i almost wanted to say the sinner's prayer with her! God, pls give me a second chance, n i pray that i will not miss it! i will do whatever it takes to get her saved, cos i dunno, why i really love her a lot as a sister in Christ already, eventhough she isn't even a christian yet. let me lead her to Christ this coming week!!

God there's so much to do done, so many pple to bring salvation to!! don't ever let me lose focus of that, don't ever let me get too comfortable with where i am, cos there is such a big world out there with millions of pple who have yet to receive Jesus Christ into their lives! God i'm ready for Your harvest, please send me! i have been preparing for years n years, its time for me to be launched into the missions field, starting with my family, my school n my cell group! so many young pple who need You, so many young pple with no direction in life.. Father it is Your will that not a single one of them should perish, n i love them all so much as well with the love of God, i pray u help me disciple my cell groupe members n in turn they will disciple others n reach out to more pple!

its been such a long time since i've really had time to spend with You, since i've been willing to pen down my prayers! Lord i pray You keep me n guide me in everything that i do! i don't ever want to waste my time doing idle things ever again! though it will be difficult, i foresee many bad days for me this year, i will press on n perservere for You Jesus! becos i simply love You so much, i want to love You even more, i want to feel Your presence surround me everyday...

thanks Lord! looking fwd to great weekend with You!

In Jesus name i pray,
Amen!!