Safe in a crazy world.. the song which i loved on first hearing, n now everyone ones to hear it.. -_-

I try to smile my tears awayI try to keep my cool
Oh but one more door gets in my wayI feel like such a fool
Trampled and bitter
My heart just wants to bleed and stop
Believing in me

It feels like nothing is for certain and that nothing comes for free
When they're lowering the curtain to the theatre of my dreams
I stumble and I crumble and I'm
Sinking to my knees but you
You cradle me

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again

Noise keeps chasing me
No matter where I go
Oh and life likes pretending that it's
On a TV show
When it's hard to tell what's real
From what the world just wants to preach
You are the voice I seek

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
'cause when I'm wrapped up in your arms
Nothing else can touch me
What a wonderful way to recharge I feel like I can breathe again

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again

Oh God,

I don't know why but inspite of everything i've done, inspite of everything i want to do for You and am doing for You, i find that sometimes i still feel kind of lonely.. Pst kong says being alone n being lonely are totally different things, n i agree.. God i know You said in Your Word that You will never forsake me, nor leave me, yet i know when i sin willingly, when i do stupid things that grieve the Holy Spirit, He will depart from me, n thats why i feel so alone..

Holy Spirit, pls let me find a love so fulfilling n meaningful.. truth be told, to wait another 2 years isn't exactly easy for me.. when i see my friends getting married all around me, n keep playing keyboard for weddings n seeing couples all around town.. its like, oh man! but like what Dr Bernard preached.. others can but i can't, when i see pple all around me having fun, but i must remain focused on what You have called me to do..

But nevertheless, i shall encourage myself in the Lord! i will always serve You n love You the most, no matter what happens! thank You for Your promises in the Bible, to give me a good future n a hope! i want to be a world shaker n history maker, n all this starts from a breaking of the selfish will n embracing Your will!

In Jesus name
Amen!