Monday, February 18, 2008

Post V-day and post chingay blues, hangover, etc!

Dear God,

Its been one heck of a hectic week last week! What, with chingay practices everyday, preparation for Valentine's Day, michelle chalet, my cg having some appreciation gif for James Tan cos He'ss flying overseas at the end of the week, for almost 2 years! Oh well, i'm not that close friend with james anyway, so honestly i don't really bother. Why bother about some pple whom you do not reallyknow well, the hi-n -bye kind of friends or relatives which you meet like once a year during CNY!

Last night i slept at 9.30 pm cos i was so freaking tired! I think I'll used my office lunch hour to take a nap cos i'm really sooo sleepy and tired, if I don't blog, I will really fall asleep, in front of the com. n that's gonna look really bad! sian, i got sooo much to blog about, the comical situation of double bears n chocolate for Joan, the very nice n normal typical date we had on V-day which didn't end up in some cinema or anything, but a good clean date which saw me sending her home at around 10 pm! i think that's one of the earliest i've ever sent Joan home, cos i was pretty tired from preparing the present n making sure everything goes well that by the time the actual V day came aounrd, i was pretty exhausted!

not to mention the numerous chingay practices, which i feel aren't properly confucted n some of the participants are also really slack n weird n uncommited. basically i felt i was dragging my feet throughout the whole thing, except for the actual performances of cos. the only reason why i joined is cos i don't want the church item to look bad at the chingay parade since this is the first time CHC is asked to participate in chingay, n furthermore it is organised by Strikeforce. but of cos I had lots of fun performing, despite the aches and pains n muscle soreness in my legs n back n arms nearly everywhere on my body (probably due to lack of exercise for so long!) i think the fun part was making new friends like georgina, maxim, adrian, the tall girl whom joan thinks is named shanshan, etc, and also hanging out n fooling around with Strikeforce friends! hahaha.. i guess Joan will always remember the day when Ian wanted to annoy her n make her jealous by holding my hand n walking away, n i was too shocked n surprised to react at all! hahaha..

but of cos we all had our laughs at Ian, during the phototaking, by sabo-ing him in a picture! he was so shocked the look on his face was priceless man! hahaha!!

the supper at the hong kong cafe was also very fun n noisy n though joan n i were like super dead tired, we were still very amused by all the nonsense n noise coming from the chingay pple. so different from the previous day when there were only 2 of us having a quick supper before heading home to sleep!

oh n by the way, we didn't even sleep after the chingay performance n hk cafe supper! we went to michelle lim's birhday chalet at pasir ris downtown east! this is like, the most hectic weekend ever, so many things to do, so little sleep, n so much fun! hahaha.. i think i didn't sleep at all on sat night, but ok lah at sunday service wasn't too lethargic, but i was talking nonsense n drawing rubbish on my sermon notes to try to stay awake! hahaha.. oh yeah, n caught up on all the latest gossip n happenings in the cell group as well, n as expected things have rathered worsensed in my abscence. not to say that my leaving is the cause of it, but i believed that they are just too wrapped up in their own lives to bother too much about God's will for them in their lives. i really hope some of the kids will grow up n stop treating love relationships like some game,cos if they wanna play around, nobody is going to win n all of them are gonna end up hurt. but then again, i don't really care cos its not my problem anymore. haha!

oh who am i kidding. sighz.. i still love them n want them to change for the better..

(long break for lunch)

right, where was I? i guess i was lamenting on the state of affairs in my ex-cg, but then again, what can i do? i'm not in the cg any longer, its the helpers n CGL's duty to solve their members problems, not mine. n i'm too busy for things like that anymore when my bosses are throwing work at me n i'm too sleepy to even keep my eyes open for 15 min consecutively..

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