focusing in on my calling...!

dear God,

wah its really been such a tiring day! ever since i came back from penang, its as if i'm suddenly thrust into a sea of activity! plunging straight into a storm of happenings! yet i know that as long as i know as i'm doing all these for You n not for any other reason, n as long as You are happy with me, i'm glad to be able to serve You in such ways! in fact sometimes, i feel i'm really not doing all that i can to the best of my ability, i do things in a slipshod manner sometimes, but anyway, all glory be to God for the good things in life!

first of all, thanks for a great prayer meeting with eunice john n grace, and also a great cg outing with YQ alex john n yangshuo n arthur! funny how we usually get closer once the cell group multiplies! i guess usually we take one another for granted.which is a bad thing actually! also thanks for a good session with wendy n john, i really hope she comes back to God once again, n don't give up her salvation for worldly pursuits..

i really pray that those pple who promised to come for the combined meeting tml will keep their word n turn up! i pray for adrian yang, wilson n simon, though i doubt simon will come being so anti-christian, i really hope that wilson n adrian will come, that john will help me reach out to them in the midst of the movie even... there's so many things i need to do tml once again but i pray that You do miracles in me, n help me to accomplish all my tasks with maximum efficiency... to serve God with a spirit of excellence, cos You deserve the very best that i can give.

Lord, take charge over all the outings n christmas events in december! for the party on the 18th to the prayer meeiting n year end combine zone meeting, to the special items, n christmas services n performances at orchard, Father i pray that You really bring Your presence down to all these events, n Holy Spirit aniont all the pple who are involved in all these evangelistic events. we are all doing this for the lost souls to know You so that they might get saved, we are not doing this for our own glory! at least for myself, i really pray that You touch the hearts of thousands of pple this Dec holiday period, that many pple will get saved. not just come for the events to have fun, but to really be touched by You n change their lifes forever...

i know i'm a terrible organiser, i really need Your help for the xmas drama n the song items, the band doesn't even have time to practice together! God, pls make everyone free for just 2 hours so we can meet up to practice for the drama n the songs! help me to organise my life n all these events, to put things in order. You are a God of order n justice, who hates iniquity n lawlessness, i pray that You convict the hearts of the pple who r i key positions, that they will really work together with me n You on all these christmas events! Father i do not want to labour in vain, but to produce much fruit out of all these events! it will be a waste of time if in the end, nobody gets touched by You n nobody gets saved. Lord, please help me to influence n lead the pple to do things faster n more efficiently.

i'm going to sleep now, good night God! see ya later!

in Jesus name i pray,
Amen!