I don't know what to do..

I should be with the guys at NDP getting ready for the preview. But I'm just so damn tired n don't feel like doing anything.

Had a big arguement with Joan last night. Well, not so much an arguement, but she was yelling at me and complaining that I don't spend enough time with her. I don't know what to say to that, I just can't be bothered to talk about it cos I think that's the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard.

I've got a hell lot of work left uncompleted, i'm supposed to go back to office this morning, but I really don't feel motivated to do anything now except stay home and rot. The sky looks dark like its about to rain again. I just recovered from flu, I can't afford to get sick again.

Nothing cheers me up nowadays, I just feel so moody and depressed.. Work sucks, I'm not feeling well, my girlfriend's mad at me for something I don't even understand, and I don't know what to do.