Wednesday, April 30, 2008

yah just got paid!

alright just got paid i b-e-a-utiful 2k. a little less actually, $1909. i wonder where the $91 went to?? what, public holidays so they deduct from my pay? a bit ridiculous. or maybe i took 1 day MC? ah.. who cares. hehz. not exactly the salary that i should be drawing yet, n i'm still gonna get only 2k for the month of may, so only after i come back from Hong Kong will i start drawing my proper salary. hehz, can't wait to be in the abundant zone!

think i can start to plan for my savings n stuff, my bank only has like, what, $600 in it now? problem is, i'm too big a spender on taxi fare! hahaha.. but then again i'd rather take cab so i can save more time, since time is money, i can get more things done with the same amt of time.

thats why i don't like travelling long distances on mrt. i've decided the place where i'm gonna stay, will be within a certain mrt station distance from raffles place. to the north, Yishun MRT, for the NEL is Hougang or Kovan i think, and for the east, the furthest i'll stay is paya lebar, and for the west, erm.. lets just say i don't like the west area. maybe tiong bahru area, thats it. no way am i going to stay in super far ulu pandan areas like sengkang or bukit panjang or whatever. anything with LRT is OUT! can't stand the LRT, super slow moving n so small.

but basically i am aiming for these areas: bishan, yishun, khatib, serangoon. maybe i will consider sembawang if the flat is large enough and convenient enough, though that place is really far from town!

taking over a large chunk of files from my colleague seeping who is leaving the firm, last day on friday, should i get her a card or present? hahaha.. she has helped me in several matters. i guess i should thank her in some way.

oh just celebrated my boss's secretary's birthday. he's like, what, older than my dad liao? maybe late 50s? claims he wanna retire in a few years. i think if he retire the other secretary will die. hahaha... not bad lah, still got cakes and old chunky to eat. now preparing to leave office soon to meet Joan for dinner, then gonna meet clarence later at night.

still not sure if should go for the cg outing tml. sian to go for makeup cg, but at the same time, i wanna sleep in tml morning! ah.. let's just see if my alarm wakes me up or not. i intend to sleep until 12.30 pm at the least. haha!

looking forward to the SF gathering on sunday evening! hopefully all goes well, everything ends by 9.30 pm, everyone helps me clear up (i usually end up cleaning up myself with 1 or 2 helpful pple while the rest rush home, esp on a sunday night!) and i'll have lots of nice photos taken with the SF gang!

*reminder to self - drop the cheque at POSB before u meet Joan!!!*

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

The Strikeforce

Last night's gig wasn't too bad, except for one glaring problem, the lights of one double-UDM weren't working. I tried like twice to flip the switch on/off but to no avail, as later we found out that the buttons on the left side were jammed (probably when shifting the UDM up the stage or something).

But although the playing didn't downright suck, there was no vibe. I think not enough toms to support, but another critical reason is that a few pple weren't performing. Yeah they might have gotten all the parts right, but there's a different in playing the sequence and performing. When will they learn how to enjoy your performance? Only when you fully immerse yourself in the beat, in the moment, in the performance, when you feel like you're in your ELEMENT, and you lose all kinds of restrictions, when you're playing the gig like its the greatest moment in your life.

Not struggling to keep time with others, or struggling to remember what comes next. Up till the very few mins before the performance, we were still TEACHING certain pple how to play the parts. I wanted to voice out, come on , let Daryl replace the player, but i thought, nevermind, give him a chance. Then some others also made mistakes, my stick broke after about 2 hits, I dunno if anyone else's stick broke too, but then again, if they're not playing with all their strength and all their heart, I don't think the chances of that happening is very high.

I felt terrible after the gig. Yeah, a woman came up to Nic n I to express how good the performance was, she was from CHC too, blah blah, but honestly? I felt played out. Cos I gave it 100%, shouted till my voice was almost gone, only to hear silence in response, maybe only 2 pple shouting with me. I give the performance 4/10.

Totally different from the one on sunday, with Ian n Lianghong n Liting n Lingling n Rallen n Lydia n of cos the MAN NEO! I mean, not to say they're really that good, but they were enjoying themselves. Yeah we made a couple of mistakes here n there, even Lianghong was playing 16s for the firstt 4 bars (haha!) but the thing is, we were laughing and grooving and enjoying ourselves. Even if mistakes were made, the energy and the vibe covered up those mistakes (plus the track was so bloody loud nobody could hear our mistakes).

Yesterday's gig was pretty bad because we didn't internalise the FHW sequence. Granted, I myself haven't played FHW for a long time, probably about 2 months? Then cos I was trying to press the switch for the UDM, I lost count of the first 4 bars of the intro. But in order to compensate for that, I smacked harder, grooved more, shouted more, to give a good performance.

My stamina also dropped, by the time of the long triplet, I could feel my arms beginning to weaken, and I made a mistake at the tag team. But what's done is done, now is to see how we can improve on future performances:

1) we need to internalise the whole sequence, play it with eyes closed in perfect synergy, before we are able to perform

2) we need to check all equipment just before going on stage

3) we need more than 1 tom for FHW support! at least 3 toms. if not cannot really hear. honest, i could only hear the snare and i was keeping time with the snare. i think some were keeping time with the snare, but others were following the tom (which was speeding up) so the timing as a bit off.

but ultimately, i still felt the only thing missing sorely is the vibe. Totally no vibe, not really enjoyable when you scream and nobody screams with you.

Monday, April 28, 2008

I'm just another player in the game of life

There're things I want to write but I can't cos I know who reads these posts and I don't want to stumble or influence others in a negative way. And I guess that's all I need to say, about things which should not be said.

Like for example, about service, cell group and other legalistic things. About my job, my career, my relationships, my friendships. Sensitive information that could hurt others, intentionally or not.

There's times I just want to isolate myself from everyone n everything n just be alone n away from it all. When it seems everyone disapproves or doesn't care.

The emo-kid in evangelion. Scared chicken shit at his responsibilities and burdens of saving the world. Suffered mental lockdown, or uncontrolled fury, dysfunctional emotions and confusion n contradiction in his actions.

But he didn't have God in his life.

And the question, as it always is,always has been and always will be, is do I still have You in my life?

Worlds Apart
I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow it all ends up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high and like Icarus I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind
To rid myself of all but love
to give and die
To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves
more deeply than the oceans,more abundant than the tears
Of a world embracing every heartache
Can I be the one to sacrifice?
Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow
To love you - take my world apart
To need you - I am on my knees
To love you - take my world apart
To need you - broken on my knees
All said and done I stand alone
Amongst remains of a life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me
Did you really have to die for me?
All I am for all you are
Because what I need and what I believe are worlds apart
To love you - take my world apart
To need you - I am on my knees
To love you - take my world apart
To need you - broken on my knees
I look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
and wipe away the crimson stains
and dull the nails that still remain
More and more I need you now,
I owe you more each passing hour
the battle between grace and pride
I gave up not so long ago
So steal my heart and take the pain
and wash the feet and cleanse my pride
take the selfish, take the weak,
and all the things I cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
the sin-soaked heart and make it yours
take my world all apart
take it now, take it now
and serve the ones that I despise
speak the words I can't deny
watch the world I used to love
fall to dust and thrown away
I look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
so wipe away the crimson stains
and dull the nails that still remain
so steal my heart and take the pain
take the selfish, take the weak
and all the things I cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
take my world apart, take my world apart
I pray, I pray, I pray
take my world apart

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

How a good day turned into a lousy night..

I just feel absolutely terrible after a restless night of interrupted sleep. Like I'm the worst boyfriend ever.. When I know I'm not.

I never expected you to apologise, but you think you know me so well and you think that I think I'm always right and you're always wrong so I expect you to give in to me. And you took that assumption and used it against me. You didn't even think that maybe, I just wanted to tell you one more time that I love you over the phone.

I expected conflicts because I'm working and you're studying. But I did not expect personal attacks, doubting my love for you, saying I don't care or encourage you, that I'm too busy to spend time with you and all those other comments.

I'll try my best to change, but what if I can't? What will you do then? Leave me because I can't change? Or continue to accept me for who I am?

I've always accepted you or tried my best to love you for who you are. Just throw my expectations out the window and choose to believe that you are the one I love for life, that you are the best girlfriend in the world. I never doubted your love, but at the same time I try not to take it for granted.

You may not believe it, but this is really my best. I pray that God expands my capacity to love more, to be more outwardly caring, but I really hope you understand I am trying to change. And give me chances to show that.

I don't want to cry in front of the computer thats so embarrassing if anyone walks into my office.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

NEWSFLASH!

alright man! got the confirmation to work in the firm with a starting salary of 4.6k! sweet!

now don't come asking me for treats cos i'm saving up to get a flat, probably going to start to ballot for a new flat in june this year, cos the application usually takes 2 years plus, n since i intend to get married in 2010 or at the latest, 2011, i better start planning n saving up MONEY now cos a flat is gonna cost at least what, 200k? plus renovation, new furniture, wedding expenses, the dinner, the honey moon.. man, getting married costs a bomb! haha..

but where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. spend lots of money on joan, my heart will definitely be with her! haha!

naresh asked an interesting question yesterday: what's the diff between a pervert n a christian pervert?

his answer: a christian pervert is someone who acts all holy in front of others, tells a girl he likes her and still keeps his options open.

i was thinking, a christian pervert n pervert is the same, just that as a christian u have higher standards to live up to, even as u have more grace n mercy, u have to build stronger character n sense of morality.

actually i know many christians who not only tell the girl or guy they like the person, they may even be attached and still keep their options open. not unbelievers but christians. i mean, goodness, what is the point of praying n acting all holy in front of others but no change in the way you think n in your personal lifestyle?

anyway will continue to pray for Val's aunt as well as mikki's family. jus cos i have good news doesn't mean i have to blatently boast around n make other pple feel worse cos they're going thru a hard time..

Monday, April 21, 2008

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Fantastic Weekend!!

Wow, it has been truly a fantastic weekend from april 19-20!

First up, KTV session on saturday from 11 am till around 4 plus pm with Yishan, Toonxiong, Jane, Alex (her new bf), Millie, Melissa, QIanyun, Maurice and his poly project group mates. Split into 2 rooms cos wayyyy too many pple turned up! Didn't expect that many pple actually! hahaha! So glad for the KTV session cos although i had a slight throat infection (which should be totally healed by yesterday liao) i did manage to sing most of the new songs that i wanted to try as well as improve on my usual Jay chou songs! haha! not to blow my own trumpet, but i really do think i've improved a little in the singing department! haha!

and of cos the rest of the pple are not bad too! maurice has the JJ kind of voice, toonxiong has the ah Du kind of voice, Jane has the S.H.E. kind of cute voice, yishan got the really low voice for a girl, Melissa didn't really sing dunno why also leh, and Millie though she had a sore throat, could sing really well! she improved a lot i was quite impressed. i got a video of her singing Yue Ya Wan by FIR, she totally nailed most of the song, with proper training she can really be a good singer! hahaha.. as for jane's boyfriend alex or shall i call him mr Rebound, he can't really sing well n always zaosia at the high notes! hahaha.. sorry, i know i'm mean to comment on that, but seriously, once or twice is ok, but like almost every song he sings? just change the key of the song to suit your range lah.. duh. can't believe he's also 26 n stays at castle green, he's like typical ah beng, come to ktv in shorts n slippers, never shave, don't talk to other pple, act dao. a bit cannot stand him, but oh well, its jane's choice. still.. getting attached so soon after a breakup is asking for an emotional rollercoaster ride. but its none of my business, yishan should talk some sense into her cos i doubt she'll appreciate me bugging into her personal affairs anyway, the last time i tried to talk to someone about something similar she accused me of being Kpoh, so i can't be bothered now... but getting attached mere days after breaking up with a boyfriend of a few years, does that even make any sense or sound the least bit logical? trying to replace a lost love isn't going to help the healing process, in most cases rebound pple only make it harder to deal with the loss. but anyway forget it weiwen, its not your problem, don't irked yourself over it.

but still, it was quite a fun ktv session though it got a bit draggy near the end, cos i think most of us were a bit hungry n there wasn't any food or tidbits, not even peanuts provided. milllie must learn to read chinese though! hahaha.. er even for myself, always got a few words dunno how to read! the place not bad lah, but a bit expensive, $20 for about 5 hours of ktv. still ok cos no GST n service charge, its a flat charge of $20 per person.

Then went to meet joan for dinner, we had ajisan ramen. ate the chili octopus until i perspired like crazy! actually the chili was sweet as well as spicy, i really liked it, but too bad i think my body cannot take it. haha.. she went back to study and i went to meet yongqiang and liping for the..

David Tao Concert 2008! Absolutely worth every cent, a total of 3.5 hours of entertainment, songs, dance, lasers, and of cos the excellent showmanship and vocal range and power of Tao Ze. His whole band was pretty good, his lead gutarist from australia can sing, his male BV could play guitar, his female BV could play the flute, the violin, and trombone! awesome music team.

I totally loved his rendition of Yue Liang Dai Biao Sue De Xin, super jazzed up soul R&B groovy version, on par with his acclaimed Somewhere over the rainbow / Sha Tan performance! That song alone was worth the money for the concert man! i think one of the best live performances of his career! He likes to keep it simple, one keyboardist and one guitarist for most of his slow numbers, but still those were the ones that the crowd enjoyed most. I mean some of his fast songs were excellent too, esp the one Black Tangerine album Wo Zhi Xiang Ku, that was the best rock song of the night, the lasers and lighting effects were awesome, and Tao Ze though known for his R&B songs, really brought the house down with that rocking track!

One minor complaint though..the dancers really sucked. hahah. the 6-8 female dancers that he brought weren't very good, 1 or 2 of them were consistently making mistakes n was slower than the others, they couldn't stir up the crowd, dunno how to engage the audience. i think he should just save the money and forget bout the dancing. leave the dance floor to posers like Rain, David's forte is in singing soulful ballads, stick to your specialty and drop the techno songs man. the "dance item" which was almost 10-15 minutes was really not very good, the crowd wasn't amused n only the center floor pple got up to dance. the pple sitting at the side slopes were still rooted to their chairs.

but one thing i was quite impressed was his frequent praises to God for a lot of things, for healing his tonsilitis, for his good working relationship with his Christian musicians, and lots of other things. he's really a good christian guy who's shining for God in the marketplace long before FIR or liu gen hong or jay chou accepted Christ! Tao Ze rocks man!

sunday service was alright, attendence pretty bad, but the fellowship was really fun! i mean every week the cg just gets closer n i can feel the unity finally growing, its absolutely great. joan's first service with my cg n alredy she's talking like she knows them so well n fits right in with chenguo, soohuei n the rest. its all good man! thank God things got much better in the cell group! oh yeah n ziqian n alicia getting together soon, so may their relationship be blessed! hahaha.. seriously thru out the whole makan session, everyone was like non-stop crapping n joking n laughing! too bad amanda n peijing weren't at our table n they were joining the kids instead. joan was complaining that some of the kids aren't friendly. or maybe they're just shy or too initimidated by us! hahaha.. i think natalie is quite cute, the half thai girl, at least she's chatty n can joke, some of the younger guys there are really nerdy n boring. LOL! come on man, isn't the youth supposed to be energetic n "happening"? we were totally more noisy n rowdy with soo huei alex n chen guo around man! haha.. even joan joined in the crapping, with ivan adding some jokes n even alicia n ziqian cracking their deadpan jokes, it was awesome. haha. suaning chen guo for his chicken rice, then talking about stuff taht happen in school, then talk about food and hawkers, so funny..

then went for MTT at joo chiat whereby we practiced some new stuff, pretty easy actually, aside from the latin beat which i still can't really get the correct timing! haha.. nevermind i'll get it sooner or later! was teaching liting the new flightphesy solo, n played the solo during the performance with neo! was quite fun, especially the girly wayang drumcall thingy, was so sissy that us guys refused to do it their way n did it in a much more guy way! haha..

then the weekend ended with a primary school gathering which had an amazing attendence, out of the 40+ classmates, about 18 came for the dinner last night at the hong kong cafe at kovan. i have to say, having not seen some of them for like, what, over 5-6 years? they've changed n yet still remained the same! hahaha.. the naughtiest guy in our class became a teacher, my best friend kelly actually got MARRIED n didn't even invite me for his ROM but he assured us we're definitely invited to his wedding dinner at end of the year, cos he wanna collect ang bao. haha! yockwei look like a taokay lah, jus lacking a gold chain round his neck! it was so fun n exciting catching up with old friends, talking n laughing about old times, the punishments we went through, the teachers we disliked n liked, the class outcastes who were totally weird, our old class outings, what everyone's working as now, we have a variety of occupations, from engineers to doctors to lawyers to investors to teachers to prison wardens to corporate executives to semi-conductor manufacturers to event organisers, i mean the works! we could've moved to an island n set up a new country or something! its just so cool having successful frenz, knowing these guys are the ones i can actually trust (you can't trust "friends" you make thru clients n work) n turn to for help if i ever should need it.

it was pure pandemonium n noise in the hk cafe, we formed the largest group there with 8-9 tables joined together, n we walked around to chat with different classmates n take pictures, all up on shujun's facebook account. those who used to be skinny n nerdy now look quite good, the short guys grew up, the fat girls grew thin, the conservative girls turned outspoken, yeah sure there were changes, but overall they remained quite the same. the class year book somehow turned up n we were laughing at our old pictures, weiqiang dancing like micheal jackson, me kelly n him doing the bon jovi impersonation, chongyi doing bryan adams, we were THE most happening class in primary school man! and IMHO, the best class ever, which produced the most successful businessmen, professionals, managers, etc! oh, david goh is the manager of Fullerton, he's in charge of organising our next gathering in june, when his twin bro David Goh jia gong comes back from michigan, mukesh n stef n weixiong come back from aussie. its gonna be one heck of a gathering, we hope to have probably 30 pple at the next one! $80 budget a bit steep, but come on, we have doctors n investors n car sales managers man, we can afford it! incredible class reunion, i was actually afraid some wouldn't recognise me, but of cos they did. to them i was the goody two shoes mr nice guy teacher's pet n they all expected me to be a lawyer somehow or other. lol! but i suppose thats good lah. i was also glad to meet up with huiling, the girl that brought me to city harvest in 1999! without her, i wouldn't be who i am today, i wouldn't know Jesus, i wouldn't do so many things for God in choir n strikeforce n cell group, i wouldn't get to know Joan, n God knows what stupid things i would've done! so thank God for friends like her who bothered to reach out to me.

what a great weekend! God is good man! hope the weekdays are gonna be as good as the weekends man.. damn sian today, totally don't feel like coming work cos didn't sleep well last night.. thinking of my work load n worse, not knowing HOW to do my work kinda sucks big time, but oh well, time for lunch.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Work piles up suddenly without warning..

Ask and you shall receive.. that holds true for work as well. Looks like I'll be doing lots of OT this week in order to get my work done.. well its good in a way, at least i'm learning something. Haha.

But that means i won't be able to make plans for the rest of the week liao. sigh. who knows maybe sat i'll even have to come back to finish up my work again.

This better be worth it.

Monday, April 14, 2008

Whew!

Things accomplished last week:

- Hip Pickles Performance - not as good as the rehearsals but still not too bad! hehz..

- Brought Joan out to Crab Shack and watched Vexille, cool Japanese anime with 3D effects

- Played guitar for praise, taught William some new guitar skills

- Wed night outing with friends - chilling out

- Fri night night cycling / LAN gaming with bk, bowen, daryl and other cyclists - highlight of the night: bowen jamming his brakes and flying off his bike and crashing into a traffic light at super slow speed, almost like a movie!

- Botak Jones for dinner - not bad, improved cajun chicken, but still too much fries

Things to do this week:

- see doctor for pain in my throat (its not sorethroat, dunno what is it, has been painful since last thursday)

- plan for pri sch gathering on sunday evening

- plan for wed night outing

- meet vincent kelvin n co for lunch one of these days

- get plenty of sleep (still not recovered from the overnight cycling!)

- plan for saturday outing with Joan

- plan for cell group after exam outreach activities

- practice guitar

- go jogging at least twice this week to lose the spare tire...

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Letter to ST forums - the ugly side of free speech

Haha, something I did while having lunch in office.. wonder if it'll get published? hehz..

Dear ST Forums,

This letter is in response to Minister Teo Chee Hean's call on the world to respect the Olympic torch and its message of peace and unity.

Firstly, let me state that I am not really a big fan of sports, aside from the occasional World Cup and Champions League. I've never really watched the Olympics purposefully, and like most Singaporeans, watch Olympic events on television only once in awhile. Neither do I affirm the harsh treatment of the Tibetans by China, and totally agree with our Singapore government that there should be talks between the Chinese and Dalai Lama representatives.

But would anyone honestly want to forcefully drag these two seperate issues into one by protesting at the relay of the Olympic torch across several countries?

I was just amazed at the protests and tension in the US over the relay of the Olympic torch. Over 10,000 protestors in San Francisco trying to create trouble for the torch bearers and making their voice heard was almost surreal to me. And the fact that the pro-China supporters went nose to nose in the shout-fest didn't make things any better.

Think about it. The Olympics is about different sportsmen from around the world coming to compete against each other in the spirit of sportsmenship and comaderie. Why push personal political views into such events? Is the world supporting the oppression of Tibet by supporting the Olympics in China?

Does the tourist who comes to experience the Singapore Flyer support the ban of chewing gum?

I'm really grateful for the education and government in Singapore, who've always practiced pragmatic politics, and educated our youth about the proper techniques and appropriate mechanisms to get your voice heard. Sure, some critics complain about the lack of space to protect at the WTO meeting in Singapore, some academics complain about the lack of freedom of speech and expression, and some organisations comment on the apathetic attitude of Singaporeans toward politics or the "iron-fisted" government. But at the end of the day, Singaporeans still get to enjoy peace and prosperity, and we are grateful and indebted to the government for that.

However, the younger generation of Singaporeans need to know the dangers of pushing for freedom of speech without a mature mindset. They grow up in a world where slogans like "just do it" and "whatever your thing" flash on advertisements and television programs, encouraging youth to "rebel" and just do what they want without thinking of the consequences. Just look at the amount of unwarranted insults hurled at our MPs on the internet against our MPs on the section 377A issue. What would the future of Singapore be like if the younger generation were to thrive in such a mindset, of saying or doing whatever they want, whenever they want?

So parents, don't blame the teachers for scolding or punishing your child in school. Don't blame the government for issuing stricter censorship rules or other "paternalistic" state policies, if you want the future generation of Singaporeans to have a balanced and mature way of thought and behaviour. Let's pave the way for a peaceful, enjoyable youth Olympics for Singapore!

Loh Weiwen

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

"if its too easy, its probably a trap."

The plan was simple. Since there were 6 of them, they couldn't all infiltrate the palace, there had to be a coordinator, a back up plan and covering fire.

Daryl had just finished mounting his remote-controlled rifles at the edge of the west fence, when his radio cackled. "heads up.. we've got company!" BK yelled over the intercom. "2 jeeps, 2 vans and a truck headed your way, Grifter!"

Joan rolled her eyes and used her telepathic powers to jolt him and send him a message:
Lower your voice or you'll draw attention to yourself!

"Ready little dragon?" she patted the head of the small silver dragon, almost too cute to be a ruthless killing monster. Anytime my mistress, it said in its mind. She activated the teleporter.

Grifter had positioned himself near the top of a tree about 200 meters from the main gates. He had only 1 chance to take the shot if Clarence failed to gut the enemy, or get his teammates into a world of trouble and fail the mission. He hoped taht the fat Maharajah would come out of his chambers into the open, or he would need to switch to infra-red. At least the fat ass would stand out from the rest of the soldiers and civilians.

While all this was going on, Clarence was already inside the palace, walking down the corridors and looking for maps of the place. Cameras couldn't see him, infra-red monitors couldn't track him, motion detectors weren't fast enough to trace him. High above him on the ceiling, Jaric leapt from shadow to shadow, quickly placing miniature bombs at strategic locations, ready to blow the place to kingdom come at the right time. This was going exactly to the plan.

"Well, thank God for small favours.." Grifter thought as he saw the commotion at the gate, and several soldiers were already running to inspect the new arrivals and spot lights focused on them instead of doing their rounds. The new comers got off from the jeeps, vans and truck. Grifter thought he had seen the mysterious logos on the vehicles before, but he just couldn't remember from where or when.

Then he froze in shock for a second as he saw a person step out from one of the jeeps, his unmistakable long red cape and glint of his yellow shades sent alarms ringing in Grifter's head.

We've got trouble, he sent a mental note to the others. He suddenly remembered what the logos on the vehicles represented. Hellsing Organisation. And they sent their trump card out tonight - the immortal vampire and monster hunter - Alucard.

Penetrating the Maharajah's stronghold - the plan

The 6 of them gathered together, warriors from different lands, yet each was powerful in his or her own way. Though it was close to midnight, they could see as clear as day, such as the advantages of being a vampire.

There were no torches or lamps needed, as they looked at the map that the Grifter placed on the ground.

"Alright, here's the plan. This is the outer stronghold. Nothing much, just two rows of 3-meter high fences, seperated by short strip of land mines. Cameras and watch towers with 2 guards at every 50 m. Sentries of 3 soldiers and 1 dog patrol the grounds every 18-20 minutes." Grifter pointed to the markings on the map. "We're gonna sneak in right under their noses, past all of these clowns striaght into the courtyard of the palace. These teleporters better do their job!"

"Woah this guy, is he like crazy or what? Who builds a fortress like that in the middle of a freaking jungle??" Jaric asked.

The fences and watch towers were the first layer of defences. After the fences, another 50 meters down, was a high wall which surrounded the palace of the Maharajah. It was roughly about 12 meters or around 4 storeys high. Smooth and beautifully painted, coated with ceramic and marble, the wall alone showed the wealth of the evil maharajah.

"Look at the corners of the walls. Every part when the wall curves, there is a tower with a machine gunner in it, which is in between the watch towers. If anyone sneaks past the fences and towers, the machine gunners and their spot light will get you. And just in case they miss something, they have the whole area covered with infra-red cameras, able to detect any enemy movement as long as a red blob shows up on their screens."

BK and Daryl weren't listening at this point - they were too amazed with the sheer size of the palace. Even drawn on the small map, the palace looked huge. Probably equal to twice the size of Sun Tec city, designed in the shape of an octagon with 8 sides and 8 machine gun placements at each corner, with only 1 main exit, guarded by a freaking tank and a small squad of soldiers.

"You sure we can penetrate this fortress, kill our guy and then just walk out without a scratch?" Joan asked doubtfully. Silver, her pet dragon had shrunk into its miniature state and perched on her right shoulder. "I mean, there's got to be like at least a hundred soldiers inside there, not to mention his personal body guards, gurkhas, and whatever else he has inside! Plus there are plenty of civilians there too, office workers, servants, workers, and even children! We've got to make sure they don't get hurt in the crossfire!"

Grifter smiled. "Don't worry, they don't have a hundred soldiers in there. I did my research before coming here, or at least I assigned Clarence the task. And yes, there are almost 500 civilians, workers, scientists and their families in there too, but let's not forget while some were forced to work here, many came willingly as well. To profit from the crimes of the Maharajah - the man we're sent here to kill. And we always deliver on our mission."

Seemingly somewhat relieved that there were less than a hundred soldiers in there, the group began to take up their positions to sneak into the stronghold in one coordinated effort.

"You sneaky bastard.." Clarence sniggered to himself as he saw Grifter walk off to place his sniper. "Sure, they don't have a hundred soldiers in there.. They have three hundred and twenty six."

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Pls comment! Hahaha...

For my faithful readers, I present to you, the first batch of sketches for my latest story characters! Took me around 2 hours to come up with the concept and character designs.

Alright, it may look quite crappy and amatuerish, but hey, i'm no comic artist and i've stopped sketchnig since i was in secondary school! hahaha.. hope to pick up the hobby again soon though!

And yes, my characters are heavily influenced by x-men, predator, rambo, etc.. whatever comics or movies i like!! hahaha...

Pls post your comments on whether the drawings match up to the description of the characters!
Sketches are of Daryl "Rambo", Jaric "Ninja", Joan "Dragon Rider" and BK "Meatshield"!

drawings of my latest story characters!!









Friday, April 04, 2008

In the beginning.. (New story)

It was a time of chaos. Of wars and of monsters. Of undead zombies and of insane experimental subjects gone wrong. Of cyborgs and of terminators. Of demons and of fallen angels. Of power hungry warlocks and of mutant freaks. And finally, a dwindling human race who valiently fought to keep pieces of civilisation intact and safe from this onslaught of strange creatures. Yet, it was such an irony - the humans themselves brought this upon them. And now, they beg us to save them from their own mistakes. They, who hated us and hunted us like animals while we turned the other cheek, now have the cheek to kneel down and beg for our help.

We were mercenaries who worked for noone, and for anyone who would give us the best price. We were once humans, but we had implants, robotic and organic. We had knowledge of the ancient magiks and spells, and welded weapons of old, forged from the halos of angels or from the pits of hell. We had weaponary of incredible technology and vast power, but we were wary about using them.

Afterall, the last time one of us detonated the Extinction Event, one third of the population of earth was blown away.

We are humanity's last hope. We are also their worst enemy.

We are death bringers, Shinigami, Grimreapers, however you may wish to call us. Some label us vampires, immortals, creatures of the night, though we walk in open day as well. Generations of humans have feared and worshipped us as gods, yet we have also lived among them in anonymity, prefering to live normal lives and simply watch and observe the ways of humanity. After all, we knew we were not gods, and powerful as we were, even we had someone to judge us when the fateful day comes.

But all that changed on a Friday, April 4th, in the year 2508.

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"Alright, let me just say a little about myself.. Erm.. I graduated from the university in 2007, I've worked at various firms

(throughout the centuries, in many countries)

and I must say, I'm pretty excited to be able to work here! I look forward to learning as much as I can from all the seniors in this firm." William Cash finished his speech and glanced up at his potential employers.

The men smiled and nodded to each other. "Welcome to the job, son."

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Lunch time.

"Hey darling, how's the day been for you?" William asked his girlfriend.

"Oh its been alright, you know, the usual boring lectures, annoying childish classmates.. but the sociology teacher, well, he is kinda cute for his age, you know?" Joan Destiny giggled.

William smacked his forehead with his palm. A thousand years later, she still has to do this to annoy him. Many a time his friends wondered, how on earth could he stand such a girlfriend, and his answer was always the same - he didn't know either.

"Listen, I'm having lunch with Mikki Charis and Michelle Liemffer. What time do you end work? We've got another.. gig to perform at."

William's ears pricked up at the mention of the word "gig".

"Who's the client?"

"We can't say over the phone, come on, you can read my mind right?"

"Well yeah, but it wouldn't be polite to do it without your permission. Haha!"

Wilson Fisk. Wow. International crime lord, untouchable by the police, based in the Big Apple. If He's so big and powerful, why does he want to hire us for?

We're taking out the Maharajah tonight, Destiny's thoughts beemed into William's mind.

An old tribe who dwelt in the jungles of India. Word has it that the Maharajah has become interested in the new world, and has formed drug rings and street gangs to serve its purpose. Perhaps this new development is taking business away from Fisk, aka Kingpin? No matter, it was not their job to question the motives. All he had to do was get the job done.

"Well alright.. I'll meet you and the gang later then. No need to call everyone. This seems like an easy job. Maybe get Daryl and BK along, that should be sufficient."

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The same day, at 2358 hours.

"Damn, the teleporter's not working right! I keep getting beamed 25 miles from the correct destination!" complained BK over the intercom.

"Just cut the crap and get here! Why don't you just cycle down then??" Daryl "Vinny" Devito flashed his teeth in annoyance. He was the most "classic" looking vampire of them all, complete with 2 fangs, hollow cheek bones, sunken eyes and a perpetual frown on his face, dressed totally in black, his wings folded behind his back. Only thing that doesn't appear in the novels is how this vampire was armed to the teeth (pardon the pun) with machine guns, RPGs, claymore mines and other nasty packages. This guy was in it for the loud noises that guns make, as he gently holstered his weapon of choice, the carbine.

"Why do you even need those toys?" Jaric asked, brushing the dirt of his boots as he checked his shurikens. He prefered to go in quiet and leave as little destruction as possible, trained in the ninjitsu arts. His extended claws, artificially inserted in an experiment during world war 2, gave him a savage look. Even then, he had a silenced carbine slung over his katanas, just in case.

"Yeah, when we can easily conjure up creatures to stomp over them!" Joan Destiny was the spell caster, and dragon rider. A spell caster and learned mage of magiks, who could heal fatal wounds and even resurrect the dead. She summoned creatures according to her whim to fight her enemies, while she remained ominus in the distance, with her boyfriend, the sniper - Grifter.

"Easy now.. we want to take as few lives as possible. Remember, we're just here to observe, not to kick up a ruckuss." He adjusted his red shades and checked his gear. All he had was one huge sniper rifle, a broad sword over his back and a double-barrelled shot gun. But his weapons were no ordinary weapons.

His sniper rifle resembled none ever seem by any military. It emitted a purplish glow in the dark, and the very look of it suggested an alien technology, like a pulse rifle from Unreal Tournament. Based on the theory that light travels about a hundred times faster than a projectile bullet and is unaffected by gravity or wind or other factors, this sniper rifle packs a laser powerful enough to blast a hole through 10-foot thick bank vault, up to a mile away.

The sword, once known as the fabled sword of King Arthur, Excalibur, was in actual fact a relic dropped by the angel Azrael who was stationed at the gates of Eden with a fiery sword to prevent humans from entering ever again. While he was summoned to battle the fallen angels, he prefered the use his angelic scepter and so put away his flaming sword by impaling it into solid rock, with the intention to obtain it after the battle. Unfortunately Azrael was never heard of again, and his name dropped out of the books of history. It never sets itself ablaze except in the presence of unholy enemies.

The shot gun was another amazing piece of weaponry. Forged from the material of angel's halos and demons' horns, decorated with the blessed jewels of the Egyptians and polished with the wax of the candles of the golden lampstand from the Tabernacle, this weapon would kill demons, ghouls and otherworldly creatures with one powerful shot. Of course, there were times when he had to use it on humans, and it worked equally well too!

And even without these weapons, the Grifter had powers of his own, too soon to be revealed.

BK's bike flew over their heads out of the trees and landed with a thump just next to Daryl, its jet engines still glowing orange from usage. He grinned. "25 miles in under 2 minutes. Top that huh!" BK's large metallic frame glinted in the moon light as his shoulder canons whirled around quietly, detecting any potential targets.

"Alright, everyone's here. Except Clarence Coleman of course. But then again, he's never late."

Clarence didn't need a teleporter. He was a teleporter. Able to transcend time and space, with the ability to freeze or manipulate time itself, he was perhaps the most powerful one of them all, but he had an achilles heel - bouts of maniac-depression. His armour made him almost invisible, and enemies seldom knew he was there until they felt his twin blades slice open their bodies or wickedly sharp teeth tearing their neck open.

"I'm here boys and girls. Its time to party!" Clarence smiled chillingly.

plans for the future?

alright, my plans for the future have already been kick started!

1. Joan will be coming over to my cell group soon! yay! now we can go for cg n service together, so we won't be in different service. we had a rough time in the past week, esp last night, but we also had a great time visiting the esplanade n merlion even though the view now isn't very nice with all those construction going on, but it doesn' matter to me anyway since i'm there to spend time with her, not look at scenery! the sacrifice of sleep is totally worth it, as long as i can make her happy. had some miscommunication with her cgl but i called charmaine n she was able to sort things out rather quickly for us, so thanks to charmaine everything's settled! i always wanted to be in the same cg as joan, i don't think that she will be a distraction to me, or we will be too lovey dovey or don't care about the rest of the cg even if we're together. thats quite ridiculous, cos some of my cg memebrs don't even know i'm attached to Joan even though she has come for several cg meetings already! haha..

2. My good friend vincent lee (just had lunch with him) who's in hep just proposed that in 3-4 years time, he wants to set up his own law firm! with him being litigator, shaokai being IP, and maybe kelvin n eric n me being the corporate side? hahaha.. then it'll be like the old days in law sch again man! of cos with greater responsibility and more work load means less time to relax, but then again, thats the fastest way to become a partner isn't it? n though it'll be hard in the initial start up, the cash will flow in once it kick starts n we'll all be equity partners n get rich (or fail n get into debts, hahaha!) together!

setting up a firm means we control the cash totally, how cool is that? of cos we're gonna need to hire at least a few secretaries, rent a place, buy some equipment, etc. but then again, though i'm not so rich, the rest of those guys certainly are. who knows , i might be able to get a higher salary than those who're my peers working in the big firms? hahaha...

oh well, perhaps tis nothing but castles in the air and dreams. but then again, every big corporation and firm started off with just 1 or 2 pple, and already we will begin with a handful of lawyers with many contacts (or so i hope!) to bring us business. will pray about it, see if thats where i should head in my career. actually i thought of staying with dlp until i become a partner, but of cos tat depends on my pay cheque. very simple, more pay, i stay.

3. boss approves my hong kong trip leave, and she's working from home whole of next week, means i get to go home early everyday next week! yay! not to say i wanna eat snake or what lah, but i really hate working late in the office cos my skin can't stand the stuffiness and stale air once the aircon is switched off after working hours. i'll rather bring my work home n read the materials from the comfort of my bed.

4. wedding at the top of pan pacific hotel! that seemed like a cool idea, cos ever since i was a little kid i always thought the pan pacific hotel looked cool. haha! now to go about finding out the costs n such.